And I still wish you the best in life 

bc thats the kind of person i am

But still hope you get what you deserve .. Hell. 

this feeling has gone away more and more over these past weeks… but unfortunately i still sometimes have these feelings again.. i miss the person i once trusted my life,heart and thoughts with… i miss the convos we had the good times…the person i went to for everything… idk who that person is anymore apparently i never did.. my birthday was saturday… i missed the text i probably would have gotten from him how i know he would have probably made me cry.. he knew that… that i was a cry baby… i had alot of plans that included him… now they have changed … im not over him its been too soon.. i know what i felt for him was real i cant let this go in a course of two months this will take time and strenght… i will never accept him in my life .. he doesnt ever deserve that chance… he is dead to me in a sense. i wanna keep it that way, 

i dont expect anyone to understand